Well I should start by saying I am doing alot better. The love and support I am getting is by far overwhelming. I had so many emails I don't even have time to read them but I'm printing them so if I don't reply I'm sorry just know that you have all helped me so much and I appreciate everything.
I hope all my friends see this. I won't be able to email you anymore. I need to be following the rules exactly so I will only be able to write letters to those who aren't my family until my new mission president comes if he lets us follow the church wide rule. As you can tell I'm very bitter and upset and scared about this rule but I know that if I am exactly obedient I will be blessed.These past few days have been really cool. The first few days sucked as you guys know, but things have looked up so much since then. We had a baptism on Saturday for J----n. We didn't teach him before he was baptised but we now check up on him and will continue to meet with him now that he is baptized.We have OUR first baptism on Saturday, for an 11 year old who's whole family is members but not him and he is ready and wants to be baptised. so we've been teaching him and we are all so excited for Saturday.We have been teaching a woman named S-n-- who is so sweet. The hard thing about teaching people here is no one is married. So its hard because if they live with there gf or bf or father or mother of their children they can't be baptised until they're married. I just want to have a huge wedding and have all of our investigators get married so their families can be baptised and be sealed together forever... but no one wants to be married. I simply just don't understand that... I'm pretty sure I've wanted to be married since I was like 7. haha But its going to be a challenge we are going to have to overcome because these people can feel the spirit and know we have something they need. And we will find a way for them to have it. Okay back to S-n--... The first time we taught her it was amazing, she said the closing prayer and she just had tears in her eyes. The spirit was so strong. It was amazing. Experiences like this really help me understand why I'm here.So I ate a fish. Like it still had its head on it and everything when they gave it to me. Don't worry I have pictures. hahahahaBut Hna. C-rm-n the woman who is like a mommy to us made it for us, and it was actually really good. The first time I've ever enjoyed fish.... plus I prayed before, that God would help me be able to eat this because I hate fish ahhaha the power of prayer is real ;)I want you all to know that I know I need to be here. I know that there are people here who need me and that I need. I have already met some. But just like everyone else I am human. I am weak. And have fallen, I will continue to fall but I KNOW that my Savior will pick me up. just as he has every time in the past.I've learned so much being here. I've learned so much about myself. I've learned ALOT about who my true friends are and who will stand by me till the end. That's prolly one of the realizations that has hurt the most, but I know in the long run will be very beneficial to me. There's a scripture that I came across that I feel describes my love for my friends (and family) and their love for me. Its John 15:13 and it says "greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends" I really do love you all so much. More than life itself. So thank you to those who have constantly written me, you all know who you are. CONTINUE to write me. Just because I can't write you doesn't mean you can't write me! I can print the emails and read them all the time :) I don't have my address on me. But there are two separate addresses, one for letters and one for packages. I'm sure my mom will get them to Dana to post on this blog for ya'll!speaking of.... BIG SHOUT OUT to my AMAZING parents for organizing all my emails and all my information for me! I appreciate it SO MUCH! And another BIG SHOUT OUT to Dana for updating and designing this amazing blog! Thank You! It means so much!okay well I'm going to leave y'all with my testimony okay?yo se que este evangelio es la evangelio de JesuCristo y se que Dios es mi padre celestial y me ama mucho. se que Dios conosce me personalmente. se que JesuCristo sentia todas cosas que yo senti y mediante su expiacion yo peudo tener paz en vida vida. yo se que El Libro de Mormon es verdadero y es la palabras de Dios. Este evangelio es la unico cosas que puede traer lo maximo bendiciones es mi vida y en sus vidas. yo estoy muy agradacida para este Evangelio y para mi testionio y para mi relacion con Dios y JesuCristo. En el nombre de JesuCristo, Amen.xoxoHna Younce
If any of you love me!!!!! YOU WILL SEND ME PEANUT BUTTER CUPS AND SOMEONE PLEASE SEND ME A TEDDY BEAR.......... I NEED A CUDDLE BUDDY. thank you :) xoxo hna younce